Merry Christmas!
Still in Houston, crazy sick, but at least I can breathe today!
Family Christmas went well, my uncle wasn't a complete douche...after I told him to stop being a douche :) because seriously, if he is mean to my mommy one more time I am going to punch him in the face, I don't care if his kids and wife are watching, he needs to learn.
Anyways, I got a new purse (that my cousin really enjoyed tearing the gift wrapping off of). The rest of my Christmas gifts happened before or after Christmas, this includes my phone and my new boots, and ofcourse Vegas. On that note, I should start packing, we leave in less than a week.
and then its back to College Station, I am hoping to get dropped off either Friday night or Saturday morning. That'll give me some free time before classes start to find where my classes are and whatnot.
Anyways, short post today...party
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Friday, December 18, 2009
'Tis The Season
First week back home and I am already missing CS, weird considering how homesick I usually find myself. I love Houston to death, but honestly, I really don't love being ignored unless something needs to get done, or not having a room, or living out of a trash bag.
Now I just sound whinny... lets try to turn the attitude on a more positive direction.
Got some really nice new jeans, which is awesome because mine were getting worn out, along with new thermal shirts.
Here's the catch, I have to lose my 15 in order to properly fit into them.
On that note, I am definitely eating less but it might balance out with the fact that I am also doing less. Granted, I am not watching any TV since it just kind of annoys me now, but there is really very little to do when all computers and game consoles are being held hostage by my male family members. I think that the fact that they have a penis gives them supreme authority over those things. So I clean a lot and shower and do my nails....and then walk around the house or nap.
Gripping really.
Also, I can't go out with friends too much lest I want my mother to get mad at me, for not actively spending more time with my family.
Sorry, its hard to when they have their own thing going on.
Now I just got negative again gosh darn it.
I want to bake something.
Went to visit Westchester today, good thing I got out of there because it is slowly turning really really lame. Class of 2010 is a total disappointment in the Westchester spirit. Not because they are over-achievers, I was one of those myself, but because they are rude and snobby about it. Seriously, I don't care if you are getting two more points on your IB tests than I am, I got my diploma bitches.
Teachers seem to be doing well, I was upset that I didn't get to see Shearer, I miss him and would hate for him to think I have forgotten him. Halos wants my money and, as usual, Companys wants me to be her daughter instead of her actual daughter (I don't blame her).
Finally received the paper copy of my IB Diploma, after 6 months lol.
This being around the house makes me think too much and worry too much for my own good.
Now I just sound whinny... lets try to turn the attitude on a more positive direction.
Got some really nice new jeans, which is awesome because mine were getting worn out, along with new thermal shirts.
Here's the catch, I have to lose my 15 in order to properly fit into them.
On that note, I am definitely eating less but it might balance out with the fact that I am also doing less. Granted, I am not watching any TV since it just kind of annoys me now, but there is really very little to do when all computers and game consoles are being held hostage by my male family members. I think that the fact that they have a penis gives them supreme authority over those things. So I clean a lot and shower and do my nails....and then walk around the house or nap.
Gripping really.
Also, I can't go out with friends too much lest I want my mother to get mad at me, for not actively spending more time with my family.
Sorry, its hard to when they have their own thing going on.
Now I just got negative again gosh darn it.
I want to bake something.
Went to visit Westchester today, good thing I got out of there because it is slowly turning really really lame. Class of 2010 is a total disappointment in the Westchester spirit. Not because they are over-achievers, I was one of those myself, but because they are rude and snobby about it. Seriously, I don't care if you are getting two more points on your IB tests than I am, I got my diploma bitches.
Teachers seem to be doing well, I was upset that I didn't get to see Shearer, I miss him and would hate for him to think I have forgotten him. Halos wants my money and, as usual, Companys wants me to be her daughter instead of her actual daughter (I don't blame her).
Finally received the paper copy of my IB Diploma, after 6 months lol.
This being around the house makes me think too much and worry too much for my own good.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Blog Fail?
So in planning for next semester I have actually written down "Blog" on my agenda because I am pretty disappointed at the fact that I have not kept up with what is supposed to be a record of my freshman year.
Well, there's an entire semester to document and I intend to do just that.
What I learned this semester:
-It sucks to have to do your dishes in the same place you brush your teeth, next year= off campus
-That whole freedom thing? yeah, quite true and quite dangerous, being able to do whatever I want may not be the best thing
-Small little assignments count
-SI sessions are heaven-sent
-My agenda is my best friend
-Sipping is good
And the bottom line is, this first semester has been about learning a lot outside of the classroom; learning about myself, about other people....about myself WITH other people lol
Someone told me "Remember the past. Live in the present. Plan for the future"
It makes sense, I like it but the task of applying it seems a little harder for me since I constantly think of the future and can't let go of the past, the present always seems to zoom by me...sometimes smacking me in the face because I wasn't paying attention to it.
I feel like laying in the grass for endless periods of time, figuring things out but not dealing with them. I feel like I stumbled and am slowly on the way of getting back up.
But what if I just wanna hang around stumbled for a little while? Just to get some rest and to clear my thoughts?
p.s.- I need to lose the freshman fifteen...starting now :)
Well, there's an entire semester to document and I intend to do just that.
What I learned this semester:
-It sucks to have to do your dishes in the same place you brush your teeth, next year= off campus
-That whole freedom thing? yeah, quite true and quite dangerous, being able to do whatever I want may not be the best thing
-Small little assignments count
-SI sessions are heaven-sent
-My agenda is my best friend
-Sipping is good
And the bottom line is, this first semester has been about learning a lot outside of the classroom; learning about myself, about other people....about myself WITH other people lol
Someone told me "Remember the past. Live in the present. Plan for the future"
It makes sense, I like it but the task of applying it seems a little harder for me since I constantly think of the future and can't let go of the past, the present always seems to zoom by me...sometimes smacking me in the face because I wasn't paying attention to it.
I feel like laying in the grass for endless periods of time, figuring things out but not dealing with them. I feel like I stumbled and am slowly on the way of getting back up.
But what if I just wanna hang around stumbled for a little while? Just to get some rest and to clear my thoughts?
p.s.- I need to lose the freshman fifteen...starting now :)
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