First official week of class and so far I feel small O_O mainly because of the huge number of people on campus. My classes are better though, I only have two gigantic ones, and in that case, it's actually a good thing. Avoidance is easier in large groups.
Any which way, my daily uniform has consisted of running shorts (I don't even run) and a t-shirt, not my usual atire and honestly not what I feel like myself in. However, class is class, I am there to learn, not to meet people or, sadly, feel like myself. Plus the lack of getting ready in the morning gives me about half an hour more to sleep.... sleep will always be above grooming on my list of priorities.
I have been working on my chemistry homework, the only thing I can really work on at this time mainly because I don't want to get more work and have that assignment looming in the back of my head like a dark cloud of confusing terms and ridiculous number rules. I am trying to like it, I swear. I know that with all the chemistry I am going to have to do in the future, the subject better become my best friend...fast.
Speaking of chemistry, I met a guy in my chem class from California, really random to find someone from Cali here so it was interesting. Just comes to show that there is really no telling who you will meet in college.
My walk to chem class was also pretty eventful. I saw a squirrel (yes, you read right) that was like pulling ninja skills on this group of people eating chips, it was impressive really. I also saw a guy preaching in the middle of a plaza with a large sign saying "YE MUST BE SAVED". I was actually worried about him since it looked like he had been out there for quite a while, I would have offered to buy him something but that would have made me late to class.
In other news, I am really enjoying my Psychology class and I think it's because I have a great teacher who makes it interesting and entertaining. However, I don't see myself converting to a PSYCH major any time soon. I think I am behind on one class but plan to come prepared for next week. Feeling unprepared is the worst feeling in the entire universe and I hope to never experience it again.
My roommate is out for the weekend and so I am left alone in my dorm room with very little to do but watch movies, read and do chem homework.... which is really perfectly fine.
I think I have made myself stand out to most of my teacher's so far, I do not want to become a number, a student they don't ever see until finals roll around and they are in desperate need of help... I think I have 2 teacher's I still have to work on.
I went dancing last night and really enjoyed myself, but really wish I had not been acting so high school and by that I mean reserved and insecure. I felt so crummy, there is just no room for that now that I am in college, there is no room for that for the rest of my life.
I had a crush and now I do believe it has extinguished which is all for the better. I want to have fun and do my own thing and get my stuff done so I can keep moving on. I have to remind myself that, unlike a lot of women who enter college, I am not here husband-hunting... no matter how much more atractive a guy becomes once I hear they are studying engineering.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
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